a constant state of "up"

Nothing new to report.... I am still on the tightrope, still not sleeping (lest a brilliant new thought comes to me and I miss it!!!!), still not tasting food, still not sure what to do with myself when I am not singing Lucia.

More than ever, I am desperately needing to connect with colleagues - if only not to feel so alone. There are glimmers of such promise.... I hope for more to come as tech week "magic" begins to develop.

I already begin to think of the Mean Reds that will befall me when this is all over. But that's not now.

Sitzprobe tonight - C. had to remind me that this is when the fun begins. I hope he's right.