first dip in the pool

Because our tenor will have a conflict and the company is working around him, our first musical rehearsal was yesterday - two full weeks early.

I felt prepared, frustrated at some physical limitations due to being sick, but overall, totally ready. I didn't worry about being "fabulous", I just sang the plan as outlined in my preparation, with total sincerity and commitment.

I got zero feedback. I suppose I will just have to trust that if I don't get a comment of any kind, that what I'm doing is acceptable. I was irked when the conductor did compliment everyone else, but that's the way it goes.

The other singers are A-house, top-notch, world-class. I am in awe.