adrift

This morning, I did spend my usual time checking for audition updates/news/notifications, a few emails back-and-forth with my manager, etc, sent some church emails, balanced the checkbook, etc.

But then, I just needed to hide. I spent the day indoors, and worked on my floors...listening to KDFC, letting the rain pelt the windows, letting HGO and opera chorus and piano students and travel anxiety just stay out there.

Sometimes, I just need to leave it out on the doorstep. I'll pick it all back up tomorrow, but for now, I'm enjoying the smell of homemade chili coming from the crock pot, and imagining for one second what it's like to be a normal person in the normal world.